Breathing Hope!

To All my Amazing friends!      You all have been the most incredible friends anyone could ever ask for! You have been there for me on countless occasions and never have turned your back or given up on me. I know this year things have been rough for all of us and things never seem to get easier but rather harder, but some how we always seem to make it through together and I know that will continue! We always pick each other up when we are down and go through the dark together so we can provide one another light! I am amazed at how amazing you all are. You always make me laugh when I feel like I need to cry and pick me up so I realize I do have people that will always be there. You are the most amazing people in the whole wide world!  I can't ask for better people to be my friends.      Laura - Where to begin .... we have been through so much together over the years but I feel like this year has especially tested our friendship. I know after...

I decided that I am going to start a 30 Day Letter Challenge and going to write letters to all these important people in my life on my blog. I can't wait to get started! Write a letter a day for 30 days • 1 - Your Best Friend • 2 - Your Crush • 3 - Your parents • 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative) • 5 - Your dreams • 6 - A stranger • 7 - Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush • 8 - Your favourite Internet friend • 9 - Someone you wish you could meet • 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to • 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to • 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain • 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you • 14 - Someone you've drifted away from • 15 - The person you miss the most • 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country • 17 - Someone from your childhood • 18 - The person that you wish you could be • 19 - Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad • 20 - The one that broke your hea...

I recently have been reading a lot of poetry and below is one of the poems I found and feel is they way I need to live my life and look at my life. I tend to let myself get carried away with planning each moment out and worrying about what is going to happen next. I need to let go of control. One of the biggest things I have found is that with alpha-1 affecting my life there is no predicting what might come next or what bump or turn you weren't expecting might turn up. It is a continuing challenge to "live" not just in the true meaning but actually in how you live your life. I find myself getting to concerned about the next step then living in the moment and the step that I'm in and by the time I realize I'm trying to control everything I've missed out on what has been happening around me. Living is not just being alive it is enjoying everything life has to offer and not worrying about what is coming next or what could change in an instant because then you ...

Life is beautiful! In the morning you can take in a breath of fresh air and start a new day and a new happy experience. Life is an open book ready to be written in and the author is you. The author has the ability to write the book how ever they want. It can be an adventure book, a horror, a comedy, a tragedy, a novel or a sad book. Its all up to the author on how its written. There are so many things in life to be thankful and grateful for and ready to take life by the horns and live it. It’s such a beautiful thing. Every moment is a chance to write more of your story and more of your life. It’s a chance to do amazing things and experience so many things. There are so many opportunities in the world and so much to marvel at. There are so much beautiful things in the world. So much natural wonder and so much beauty. Even people who don’t care about you are beautiful. They are beautiful in their own way. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Each person has talents with in them that m...